Sex Doll

i am a sex doll
an automaton with pleasing
only You on my mind.
i am smooth as
rubber, and every bit as pliant –
the way a woman should be.  

i am a sex doll
a sensual simulacrum of Your
every clandestine desire.
i am not a victim
of the male gaze, but rather
its ingénue, a soubrette.

i am a sex doll
Your customizable mannequin –
pose me, design me, undress me.
i am unyielding –
silent and still. I only come
alive when you plug into me.

i am a sex doll
your bruised and battered Barbie.
ignore the sound of my head
bobbing steadily against the
wall, the blood and tears. i just
want to satisfy You.